Hey ya’ll – I don’t even know what week it is anymore and I’m so upset that my workout routine has been completely ruined. I actually sprained my Achilles’ tendon back in week 2 so I was out for more than a week limping like a flamingo. I know, second week in and I already injured myself. True weakling. BUT since I’m stubborn as a goat, I actually forced myself to go snowshoeing in Whistler during week 3! It was so much fun but super painful when we were going uphill, but I survived!
The Choister and I did a 2.5 hour hike up in the Callaghan Valley and it was absolutely beautiful! I highly recommend it if you’re planning on visiting Whistler. The snow was perfect and the weather was great when we went (sunny skies and not too cold!). But luckily for us, we left just before the snow storm, so be sure to do your weather forecast research before you go!
Here’s a beautiful picture of me snowshoeing. Ha.
Although this is our fitness/health blog on our Weaklings’ Journey, I wanted to raise the topic on Self-love. For the past few months, I have been incredibly demotivated on everything – school, work, my relationships with people and even communicating with my family. In the past I was incredibly active and volunteer-addicted, and essentially piling on a billion things on myself because I wanted to keep myself busy. However, since ending my full-time co-op term and taking a break from all my extra-curricular activities I felt so lost in life. I know I’m still young and may seem extremely naive but not having the same rush of ‘busyness’ was odd to me and I didn’t know where to go.
A wonderful friend of mine recommended that I read “The Artist’s Way Workbook” by Julia Cameron – I am at a time in my life where I’ve become so confused about my passions and goals and overall just so angry with myself on what I haven’t yet accomplished. The workbook is a 12-week program that allows you to check in with your emotions and lay out the hidden complications that are preventing you from grasping your inner ambitions. The book suggests to do something called morning pages where every morning, you write 750 words (3 pages) of whatever comes to your mind. Even if you don’t know what to write about, you can write that down too (“I don’t know what to write about… my bed was so comfy, etc.”). The morning pages are said to have changed people because a lot of our inner emotions are masked by daily reminders of what we need to do (take out the trash, send an e-mail to so and so, buy milk, etc. and not actually channeling in with our own personal thoughts). So far, I’ve found great joy in writing out my thoughts and I’m excited to see how I will change in the next few weeks.
While the title of this post might have deceived you, I see that books that help guide your emotions can be a form of self-medication on healing yourself from emotional stress. I see emotional strength as a catalyst for obtaining one’s optimal level of health so while I’m pushing myself to get fit, I know emotionally, I am not there yet, but that’s okay!
I’ve never really been much of a public person when it comes to sharing my emotions, so I’m hoping this post will act as a virtual hug for those who are struggling through the same thing as I am. There’s no way that people do not feel vulnerable at one point in their lives. But acknowledging your vulnerabilities and accepting them is part of the healing process.
So sorry if I sounded like a hippie in this post, but I’m just cutting out the bullshit that fitness and health is all about going to the gym 24/7 and eating like a rabbit. While those things will definitely help the aesthetics of obtaining your ideal physique, it does not make you into a stronger person on an emotional level.